March 25, 2018

DST.

I woke up at midnight and stayed up until the clock moved from 1am to 3am. I couldn't go back to sleep so I checked my phone. I missed him again. And I wanted to call him so bad. I started crying. But I managed to stop quicker than before. I didn't call him. I tried going back to sleep because by then it was 4am and I had to be up at 6.

It is now 7pm. I haven't called or texted him. But I want to. I hope I don't. I hope this time I am strong enough to resist. But God knows if he texts me first, I will answer in a heartbeat.